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Friday, June 11, 2010

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what a long day.

i’ve been up since 5:30am.

and after a couple hours of driving, i’m in LA! specifically near USC campus.

NOW WHAT DO I DO.

i want to go explore the campus, and find out what people do around here for fun, but I DON’T KNOW ANYONE HERE. :<

bad news bears-

my landlord said that he’d be able to lease to me until july 31st. although he said that he MIGHT be able to get me housing for mid august- september, i have a feeling it’s really unlikely.

whatever. i’ll deal with it later. at least i have somewhere to stay until july.

for now, it’s NAPTIME.

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Sunday, May 30, 2010

i feel pretty today.

today i woke up at 9am and got ready for a photoshoot. it was for Ana Guerrero’s senior photo project.

it was really fun flipping through my closet trying to find the perfect outfit that matched the theme & color palette. i don’t think i’ll ever get tired of dressing up.

my portrait is going to be up in open studios, along with all the other portraits that she took of the other girls. i’m pretty estatic and nervous to see which photo she chose for the show. She said that she’ll send me copies of the photos after open studios are over, so i’ll post them up later. :)

on another note.

after not talking to mike for almost 2 months, i finally took myself out of our relationship status on facebook. i know it sounds petty and dumb, but it needed to be done. it was somewhat liberating.

two more weeks until school is over!!

i still need to pack. and studyy :((

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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

i think i failed my math midterm.

i NEED to get a B- or better. or else i can't even be in the major.

this matter of immediacy makes me so stressed. i need this.

i studied so hard. i feel so completely defeated. i put all my energy into that math test, and it just killed me. i need some motivation. i need to get back up now, or else i don't know what to do for my future if i can't get the grade i need.

can you tell? this is scaring me.

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Sunday, May 09, 2010

because birds of the same feather flock together.

friends who have known me for a while - you know my type of guy. if you see a boy in a room, you can pick and point out who'd i be attracted to, hands down.

what's funny is, there's a pattern. they have a sense of their own style.

and i realize- i don't think they'd ever fall for me because i don't mirror what they like. i'm not an american apparel junkie, i don't look like an urban outfitters employee, and i have no swag.

i guess i'm writing this because i met some super cute guys in some local bands and i realize that i'm never going to fit their image of what a girl should look like/ be.

update guys-

I FOUND MY BUBALAAA - it's a RED HYUNDAI ELANTRA 2005. OH HELL YEAH.

i'm so excited to go crusin' around in my baby this summer <33

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Wednesday, May 05, 2010

turns out i got A's on my upper div econ class and my math class. so killing myself with stress and work pays off.
VALIDATION! though, i didn't do so hot on my accounting midterm :/

lately, my coworker derrick has been teaching us the dance moves to this song:

ahahhah oh kpop. we're learning the chorus part, and i have to say, i really really like synchonized dancing / boy band dancing. hahaha dancing is such a stress reliever. after school + work, jaime and i learn dance moves. ahah it's been pretty fun . we learned beyonce's "pump walk" in her "single ladies" music video.

i wanna learn how to dance. i love the clean cut moves, i love that we're able to show so much emotion though our body movement. it's like another language that i need to learn.

anyways.

i have 3 consecutive midterms two weeks from now. i'm already stressing out about them :(((

AND! IS ANYONE / KNOWS ANYONE THAT IS SELLING A CAR? I NEED ONE. DIRECT ME TO THEM ASAP.

hopefully i can get a car before break starts.

i've already:
1. rented out a storage place in santa cruz to keep all my housing stuff.
2. found a place to live in the summer ( I'm gonna be in downtown LA guyyys!! :D )

now all i need is a car and i'm set.

sometimes i need to remind myself of what i've accomplished, because i feel like i brush off my achievements thinking that they were so easy to obtain, when really, they were really difficult.

also- i feel awful when i voice how hard i work to get good grades. i come off as conceited/ pretentious, when it's more of a self- validation for myself. i feel like i need to say it out loud to make it existent. i hate it when people dismiss my grades as " oh you're asian so you're naturally smart. " fuck that bullshit. i feel like i need to work twice as hard just to be average.

random: i wanna see the "BABIES" movie!! hahahaha has anyone seen the trailer for it? the beginning when the two african babies interact is SO FUNNY. i don't know how the rest of the video will be like, but i want to watch it. maybe it's more of a rental film than a theater film. i dunno.

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